so much ripe, and you were dead; [a fanmix]

[miltennious]

so much ripe and you were dead
a mix for a year lost
listen @ 8tracks . download @ mediafire

this mix viscerally hurt to make. possibly an issue from over-identifying with shotaro. who knows!!! in any event, it is done and it is out of my hands.

title is from here.


family tree . tv on the radio

we're laying in the shadow of your family tree
your haunted heart and me
brought down by an old idea whose time has come
and in the shadow of the gallows of your family tree
there's a hundred hearts soar free
pumping blood to the roots of evil to keep it young

turning page . sleeping at last

i surrender who i’ve been for who you are
for nothing makes me stronger than your fragile heart
if i had only felt how it feels to be yours
well i would have known
what i’ve been living for all along

run . snow patrol

to think i might not see those eyes
makes it so hard not to cry
and as we say our long goodbye
i nearly do

rusted wheel . silversun pickups

rusted wheel planted still
rusted wheel can't move on
i can tell it's winter from the
size of the lump in my throat

without you . bic runga

just can't make decisions
think what to do
turn on my television
and think of you

he dreams he's awake . stars

sunrise
oh sunrise
when will you ever come?

all i want . kodaline

but if you loved me
why did you leave me

miss you . foster the people

i will live a life that makes you smile
when i'm done here and long gone
feverish speaking, just wanna see your face

live and die . the avett brothers

you and i, we're the same.
live and die, we're the same.
hear my voice, know my name,
you and i, we're the same.